Megan Thee Stallion Recalls Suicidal Thoughts Over Milagro Gramz's Posts

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LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA - MAY 13: Megan Thee Stallion attends Airbnb 2025 Summer Release on May 13, 2025 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Mazur/Getty Images for Airbnb)
Megan Thee Stallion took the stand in her defamation case against Milagro "Gramz" Cooper, which stems from coverage of the Tory Lanez case.

The case of Tory Lanez shooting Megan Thee Stallion may have resulted in a conviction long ago, but the fallout from this situation continues to develop. Most recently, the trial of Megan's lawsuit against blogger Milagro "Gramz" Cooper for her allegedly defamatory coverage of this situation recently began in Miami federal court.

While taking the stand, the Houston femcee confessed that she didn't care about living or dying after Gramz made various posts about her online. One of them was a deepfake pornographic video amid other dismissals of the Lanez trial's outcome and findings. According to XXL, Megan testified on Thursday (November 20) and recalled how she felt after the fake video surfaced online.

"There was a time that I genuinely didn't care if I lived or died," she expressed according to XXL and ABC News. "I felt like no way I mattered. No way I should even be living. I don't want to be here. I'm tired of waking up. I just wanted to die. I was so tired of being alive. [...] I'm not going to kill myself because I'm not going to give them what they're looking for."

In addition, Megan Thee Stallion's testimony included her personal hope in the notion that telling her story will "inspire other women to want to tell their truth." She's suing Milagro Gramz for defamation, intentional infliction of emotional distress, and promotion of an altered sexual depiction.

Megan Thee Stallion Lawsuit

Elsewhere, this lawsuit's trial reportedly revealed that Tory Lanez's father made payments to Milagro Gramz. Megan Thee Stallion's lawyers alleged that Gramz accepted $3,000 from Sonstar Peterson between October of 2020 and March of 2022. Milagro reportedly admitted to receiving this money, but claimed it was not for purposes of spreading falsehoods about Megan. Instead, it was allegedly for kids' birthdays and standard promotional work.

In addition to her own testimony, Megan Thee Stallion's former manager took the stand. He claimed that the deepfake porn scandal caused Megan to pay $240K for a four-week therapy session. This follows her post-traumatic stress disorder diagnosis following the 2020 shooting and the deaths of her mother and her grandmother.

About The Author
Gabriel Bras Nevares is a staff writer for HotNewHipHop. He joined HNHH while completing his B.A. in Journalism & Mass Communication at The George Washington University in the summer of 2022. Born and raised in San Juan, Puerto Rico, Gabriel treasures the crossover between his native reggaetón and hip-hop news coverage, such as his review for Bad Bunny’s hometown concert in 2024. But more specifically, he digs for the deeper side of hip-hop conversations, whether that’s the “death” of the genre in 2023, the lyrical and parasocial intricacies of the Kendrick Lamar and Drake battle, or the many moving parts of the Young Thug and YSL RICO case. Beyond engaging and breaking news coverage, Gabriel makes the most out of his concert obsessions, reviewing and recapping festivals like Rolling Loud Miami and Camp Flog Gnaw. He’s also developed a strong editorial voice through album reviews, think-pieces, and interviews with some of the genre’s brightest upstarts and most enduring obscured gems like Homeboy Sandman, Bktherula, Bas, and Devin Malik.

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