Lil Baby's BM Ashley Says She Suffers "Emotional Scars" From Dating The Rapper

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She quickly clarified that she's not in love with the rapper, but is "still waiting to exhale."

The effects of failed romances can be hard to shake and Lil Baby's ex seems to be having a difficult time. Ayesha Howard is more affectionately known online as Little Ms. Golden and is the mother to the rapper's eldest child. Every once in a while, Howard will make headlines over rumors that she may have rekindled some romance with Baby, but this time, she has gone viral over a few tweets about what dating has been like since their breakup.

"My Babydaddy f*cked me up, he's the reason I don't tap in emotionally when I deal with men," she wrote on Twitter.


"I never want to feel that type pain and betrayal again so I've shut down on everybody even people who probably really love me," Howard added. "I'm literally losing my favorite n*gga cause he said I'm not affectionate... I'm just trying to protect my heart tho."

Soon, Howard was bombarded with reactions from people who accused her of still being in love with Lil Baby. She quickly returned to shut that down.

"Don't come on my twitter trying to tell me nothing about me and a N*gga y'all only know through your stereo air waves!! Don't start being weird!" she declared. "You don't have to still be in love with someone to still suffer emotional scars and trauma from the experience! Stop saying I'm not over my past because I am, but a b*tch still waiting to exhale."

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Since 2019, Erika Marie has worked as a journalist for HotNewHipHop, covering music, film, television, art, fashion, politics, and all things regarding entertainment. With 20 years in the industry under her belt, Erika Marie moved from a writer on the graveyard shift at HNHH to becoming the Co-Head of Original Content. She has had the pleasure of sitting down with artists and personalities like DJ Jazzy Jeff, Salt ’N Pepa, Nick Cannon, Rah Digga, Rakim, Rapsody, Ari Lennox, Jacquees, Roxanne Shante, Yo-Yo, Sean Paul, Raven Symoné, Queen Naija, Ryan Destiny, DreamDoll, DaniLeigh, Sean Kingston, Reginae Carter, Jason Lee, Kamaiyah, Rome Flynn, Zonnique, Fantasia, and Just Blaze—just to name a few. In addition to one-on-one chats with influential public figures, Erika Marie also covers content connected to the culture. She’s attended and covered the BET Awards as well as private listening parties, the Rolling Loud festival, and other events that emphasize established and rising talents. Detroit-born and Long Beach (CA)-raised, Erika Marie has eclectic music taste that often helps direct the interests she focuses on here at HNHH. She finds it necessary to report on cultural conversations with respect and honor those on the mic and the hardworking teams that help get them there. Moreover, as an advocate for women, Erika Marie pays particular attention to the impact of femcees. She sits down with rising rappers for HNHH—like Big Jade, Kali, Rubi Rose, Armani Caesar, and Amy Luciani—to gain their perspectives on a fast-paced industry.

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