Jhonni Blaze&#8217;s fans were distressed last week after the Love &amp; Hip Hop star was <a href="https://www.hotnewhiphop.com/jhonni-blaze-is-missing-after-sharing-troubling-post-report-news.138891.html" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">revealed to have been missing for a few days</a>. Some of the artist&#8217;s peers publicly took to social media to share their prayers for her after Jhonni posted a very emotional message, which some fans read as a potential suicide note. Thankfully, <a href="https://www.hotnewhiphop.com/jhonni-blaze-is-reportedly-fine-amid-rumors-that-shes-missing-news.138934.html" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">Jhonni was reported to be &#8220;fine&#8221; and was simply taking a break from social media</a>. Now, she&#8217;s speaking up about what prompted her decision to go dark on social media.
&#8220;I took a mental break. I’m done explaining the reasons why. It doesn’t help me heal,&#8221; she wrote on Instagram this weekend. &#8220;You bashing me <a href="https://www.hotnewhiphop.com/lil-nas-x-shares-life-story-and-reveals-depression-suicidal-thoughts-breakup-with-bf-news.126880.html" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">because you don’t understand depression</a> doesn’t help me. The black community frowning on depression because we been through so much so we don’t believe it’s real is not helping me. People claiming to be a friend but be the only one who runs to a blog and bash me then can’t even publicly say sorry for lying won’t help me. I don’t know how to sugar code [sic] I only know the true feelings of what I posted and I meant every dam word because that’s what I felt inside.&#8221;
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Jhonni went on to address her &#8220;disappearance,&#8221; saying, &#8220;Me disappearing meaning getting a hotel and stay off social media cry pray and get back on my medicine was my choice to heal. I wanted to be anonymous no jhonni no Jzapal. I don’t owe that to no one to understand I don’t need clout I’m already known. I needed space. I have talent no need to do clout moments when I naturally go viral for being me.&#8221;
She continued to say that &#8220;bashing&#8221; and &#8220;assumptions&#8221; are what ultimately caused her to take a step back. She also admits that she&#8217;s lost seven of her loved ones this year, and needed time to mourn. 
&#8220;Look how y’all treated me when I expressed my depression,&#8221; she concluded. &#8220;Who the fuck wants to express when y’all give this same energy when you keep it inside then y’all upset when we say nothing. That’s all.&#8221;
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The Breakfast Club released a pre-recorded segment with Jhonni Blaze this morning &#8212; watch that below and check out Jhonni&#8217;s recent post.
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