Many are still mourning the passing of Kim Porter, the mother of four and music industry icon known for modeling, acting as well as being the former partner of Diddy. The Bad Boys mogul has already broken his silence on the sudden death of his ex and mother of his children, with an intimate video of special moments between the two. "For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare," he wrote

Diddy has now taken to Instagram to share another note about his ex, detailing how he promises to hold their family together, the way Kim taught him. "I’ll raise our family just like you taught me to. Love you forever!!!!," he wrote, adding: "I CANT BELIEVE THIS SHIT!!!!!! FUUUUUCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!! Smfh."

Diddy held a private memorial for Kim this past Sunday at his Bel-Air home. Candles and photos were said to be everywhere while guests included PharrellMary J. BligeFrench Montana and more.

Rihanna recently shared kind words about Kim, writing: "We lost a real one today, beautiful inside and out. so many will be affected by this, some won’t even know why...but the whole world was graced by the vibrance in your spirit."

RIP, Kim.