While it's been tough to keep up with, Chris Brown and ex-girlfriend Karrueche have had some serious drama over the last few months, mainly stemming from news that Chris was the father of another woman's child. 

Things heated up recently when Karrueche spoke on the break-up for the first time in a radio interview, and model Tyson Beckford posted a photo of him and Tran together (which saw Brown lash out on Instagram).

Following the reignited tension between the former couple, it seems Chris has been doing some reflecting. Going long on Instagram today, the singer spoke of his confusion with love and fame. He attributed the dramatic events we've been hearing about to him being "in his feelings" and also his tendency to "be a dog sometimes". Later on, he pledges to become a better person, and stop contributing to the negativity, stating, "I refuse to be petty and attention seeking."

Read his full post below.

I'm Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He's given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I've made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it's like to be a young black "nigga" in America. I always see the good in people even when they don't see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what's inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed

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