It's been almost a month since Karrueche Tran called it quits with Chris Brown after learning her former-boyfriend was the father of a nine-month-old baby girl. Now, the model has decided to share her feelings about her fallout with Chris in an intimate, emotional interview with life coach Iyanla Vanzan on OWN (Oprah's TV network). 

In the interview, Tran admits she still loves Brown, but when asked if she would consider taking him back, she responded: "No. Right now, I'm saying no." She also said her hard feelings don't extend to the baby's mother, Nia Amey: "No. I’m not that girl. I’m not trying to call her, or cuss her out."

The interview touches on pain Karrueche felt during the relationship, too. She's still in disbelief about Chris's fling with Rihanna that continued behind her back. "I was under the impression that it was a friend type of -- not a friend -- but it wasn’t what it became to be … I didn’t want to believe it." 

Karrueche ends by saying her recent hardships have renewed her faith and says she will continue forward with love instead of resentment. She does say, though, Chris could use a little church in his life as well. 

Watch the full interview below, as well as some clips of the more emotional moments via TMZ