Chris Brown shows up on the cover of Billboard Magazine with the quote “Maybe I was out of control.”
With Chris Brown set to release his new albumÂ XÂ on September 16th, the oft-troubled R&B star has popped up on the cover of Billboard Magazine's latest issue. Check out the cover above, and read an excerpt from his interview below.
"I realize that what I do for a living opens my life to public scrutiny and that I have a responsibility to everyone because of that exposure," Brown tells Billboard. "I can say that I am only human and I have made mistakes. I can say that I try to live my life in the most true, honest way that I can. I am not perfect, no one is. No one is harder on me than me. No one can please everyone. No one can live in the past and expect to grow. I have been moving forward and hope that I am not defined by just a few moments in my life but all of the moments that will make up my life."
[UPDATE: Chris Brown Details Life In Prison]
Yesterday we saw C Breezy's new cover of Billboard magazine, as he preps his new album X for release on September 16th. Today Billboard has unveiled more of their conversation with the singer, where he speaks on what his daily routine was like in prison and more. Take a look at excerpts from the interview below, and head over to Billboard for more.
Did you spend time writing while you were in jail?
No. You know, jail isnât a place of many creative spirits. But as far as my creativity, I put it on hold until I got out. Jail is more of a regimen and a structure. Iâm more of a free spirit when it comes to creating music, painting and art. So when I got out, I was very excited to get into the studio. I didnât have any ideas or concepts; they usually come as I go [in to record]. I was drawing and sketching most of the time, biding time.
What was the daily routine like?
A guard wakes you up; you eat. You stay in your cell most of the time, basically 24 hours a day. Maybe on Mondays you go to the roof inside of a cage and have a phone call. Itâs isolation. You have time to focus on what matters, on what to do and what not to do.
What lessons did you learn from the experience?
My maturity level has risen as far as my realizing whatâs important. Realizing that Iâm human like everyone else. At the end of the day, itâs just a humbling experience. Youâre more appreciative of everything else thatâs on the outside. A burger tastes 1,000 times better when youâre out (Laughs.) Iâm just more appreciative of the things Iâm blessed with and the things I do: music, being able to take care of my family, being able to see my friends and family. And do what I love and still be able to do it in a timely fashion to where people donât think, âOh well, he fell off.â Still being able to be consistent.
Do you feel positive about the outcome of the Washington, D.C., assault hearing?
I just feel positive about life in general. Whatever happens will happen, and God has me. Iâm going to keep my faith and be focused on my family, friends, fans and music. And from there just be the best Chris Brown I can be.